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History has its eyes on me
History has its eyes on me—
Or so I wish to believe.
Constantly ignored, refuted
I’m not so sure how to achieve
My dreams, I work, I write I want
to blow them all away,
But sometimes it all seems for nay.
I have the talent, I have the drive
Or so I wish to believe.
Friends reassure, but that’s what they’re for.
How can I get out there? How can I prove myself?
My style is unique, do I change it just in order to be seen?
In my heart I know, that it probably isn’t as it seems,
but somedays I just
I just I just
I don’t know what it means
to stay constantly reassured.
I want to be satisfied, but sometimes I feel helpless.
I know, I know, I must believe in me.
Confidence is always the key.
But they always forget to mention how difficult it is to keep.
Maybe, just maybe I can.
No, not maybe, nothing is achieved with a maybe.
I have to remember these things happen suddenly
but only after work and toil and time.
There is no reason, no rhyme
Just possib
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Literature
Ripples
Ripples
            A soft crunching sounded off underfoot, filling me with glee. I clapped my hand over my mouth to conceal an ecstatic giggle. I couldn’t risk being found already. I had finally managed to get away, after all. I couldn’t mess it up yet.
            The crisp winter air burned my lungs, but I relished it. Giddiness bubbled up and out my throat as I watched the air around become white in puffs. I couldn’t believe it.
    I was out. After all these years, I could finally do as I pleased. I was more free than the day I had been locked away, even. It felt lighter than I had in years. It was almost like a dream.
    I stretched my hand out in front of me, inspecting it with a sad smile.
    It’s too bad it was a dream.
     
   
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Literature
Just Treats
Just Treats?
A Hetalia fanfic
AN: Heya guys! Happy Halloween! Or, belated Halloween. I didn’t finish it on Thursday as I intended. I’ve been writing this little one shot up since Monday in time for Halloween, determined to finish a holiday story on time for once. Buuuuuut it didn’t happen, clearly. IT’S SEVEN AND A HALF FRICKING PAGES LONG HANDWRITTEN, AND I HAVE TINY HANDWRITING. I personally think it’s like really super adorable, but you tell me! Comment please and chibi Alfred and Mattie will give you hugs~ Also, tell me if you want me to turn this ‘verse into an entire fic, ‘cuz I’m considerin’ it!
Disclaimer: I own absolutely nothin’~

Arthur Kirkland pressed his fingers into his temples. Oh, but Arthur! It will be a wonderful thing to have children! The Brit mocked his lover bitterly in his head.
“Alfred Fredrick Kirkland-Bonnefoy! Stop shouting this instant or we’ll leave you at home!” The green
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Literature
Screw High School: A ReaderxPrussia
Screw High School: A ReaderxPrussia One-Shot
A Hetalia fanfic
You approached the large building slowly, (favorite song) blasting in your headphones. You looked up at the Heta High building looming over you. You sighed and rubbed at your running nose. You didn't want to go in the school, because of all of the work and people that were in store for you, but a) you had to and b) you didn't want to freeze out in the cold early January weather. You quickly walked into the building before you could be swarmed by all of the kids that were coming in off the buses.
You shoved your backpack into your locker which you had decorated with pictures from your favorite shows and movies. You grinned slightly as your eye caught a particularly sexy picture of one of your favorite characters. The pictures were the only things that made you actually ever somewhat okay with stopping at your locker.
"Hey! ________, dude! What's up?" You heard from behind you. You tried to avoid rolling your eyes.
"Hello, Alf
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Literature
No Exceptions Chapter Two
Chapter Two
Germany couldn’t believe it. There was no way she could be here. He hadn’t seen her or her mother in years.
He hadn’t been allowed to.
“Yeah. Don’t think I’m here ‘cuz I want to be. I’d rather not, that’s for sure.” She glared at him and continued to tap her foot. “Well? Let me in if you want an explanation!”
The man snapped out of his stupor and stepped out of the doorway. Klocia picked up a grey suitcase beside her and walked inside, seeming less than thrilled.
“Mom got in a car accident.” The honey-blonde said suddenly. “She’s not dead…just in a coma. Obviously I need a place to crash since I’m only fifteen, in case didn’t know in your ignoring the both of us since we were just stupid mistakes.” She glared at him and continued before he could even get a word out.
“Don’t even think for one second you were my first choice. I’m only here
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It Still Hurts 9/11 One-Shot
It Still Hurts
AN: I wrote this to commemorate the anniversary of 9/11. It hasn’t directly affected me, but my heart goes out to those who it has. This fan fiction is, of course, based on actual events but shown through a fictional being. I understand some of you think this is too early to be writing anything about it, but otherwise I probably wouldn’t give much thought to the occasion at all truthfully. Please enjoy and review. If your review is going to be anything akin to a flame or a hateful comment about my writing about this, please at least have the balls to not review as a guest. I won’t hate on you, I will either ignore you or hold a polite dignified conversation with you about it.
September 11, 2001. A day that will never be forgotten.
Alfred F. Jones stared at the clock.
8:45 A.M.
The day had come again. September eleventh. That day would never be the same after that incident to Alfred. After all, he was the country that h
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Literature
No Exceptions
AN: No warnings for this chapter, other than use of human names which I will only list this chapter and this chapter only.
NO EXCEPTIONS
A Hetalia fanfic
Chapter One
Ludwig Beilschimdt sighed as he continued sorting through paperwork. It had managed to accumulate to a less than delightful size while the German had been busy training Feliciano and Kiku over the last few weeks. As always, Feliciano was hopeless and Kiku had done his best to live up to his friend’s standards.
Returning his focus back to his paperwork, Ludwig groaned slightly. Being the personification of Germany was tedious work full of mountains of complex hardships and obstacles. Inter-country relationships held one of the biggest problems. One mistake and you lose and ally and could have a war on your hands.
But the worst part by far was that even as a country, you didn’t run yourself. You had a boss who ran everything from behind. They were really in charge. What they ordered you had to do: no excep
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Middle School: A ReaderxGermany Chapter 1
AN: Hello. I started writing this a while ago so I figured I ought to put it up here. Enjoy, comment, and favorite please? Warnings: Nothing really bad in this part, acutally. Human names, Middle School AU.
Middle School: A ReaderxGermany Fanfic
You slammed shut your locker, books in arms on your way to homeroom. You always slammed it shut, no matter of your mood—You didn’t trust that it would shut properly if you didn’t. It was somewhat strange that you did that, however. You never actually locked your locker (it was a waste of time to bother putting in the combination every time you had to stop at the contraption) but you were so adamant about it being closed to hide your things.
You slipped into homeroom and quickly dropped your books onto your desk before slipping back out into the hallway to talk to some friends before the bell rang. You weaved your way through the tangled mass of bodies, searching for your friends. Unfortunately, the search did not profit well.
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Out of Office
Out of Office
The silver haired boy swung his legs back and forth as he sat waiting, utterly bored with his current situation. Most other kids would have a lot more concerned in his place—he was waiting outside the principal's office. He was okay with that, though. It got him out of stupid, boring classwork.
He lolled his head to the side spying a blond sitting nearby, panic written all over his face as he played with his fingers and chewed nervously on his lip. Seated not too far off from the blond was a tan bot with brown hair who looked just as frantic as he held an ice-pack to his cheek.
The silver haired smirked.
"What're you two in for? This place is full today. Not sure if that's awesome or not."
The other two boys looked at him and stared. When they said nothing, he continued.
"I'm here 'cuz I beat up some kid for calling me a sissy. Showed him. I gave him a bloody nose! Name's Gilbert, by the way."
He outstretched his hand to the blond, who looked at it incredulously.
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History has its eyes on me—
Or so I wish to believe.
Constantly ignored, refuted
I’m not so sure how to achieve
My dreams, I work, I write I want
to blow them all away,
But sometimes it all seems for nay.
I have the talent, I have the drive
Or so I wish to believe.
Friends reassure, but that’s what they’re for.
How can I get out there? How can I prove myself?
My style is unique, do I change it just in order to be seen?
In my heart I know, that it probably isn’t as it seems,
but somedays I just
I just I just

I don’t know what it means
to stay constantly reassured.
I want to be satisfied, but sometimes I feel helpless.
I know, I know, I must believe in me.
Confidence is always the key.
But they always forget to mention how difficult it is to keep.
Maybe, just maybe I can.
No, not maybe, nothing is achieved with a maybe.
I have to remember these things happen suddenly
but only after work and toil and time.
There is no reason, no rhyme
Just possibility.

History will have its eyes on me,
that, I can guarantee.
Stay strong, work hard, and just believe.
And when you’re alone and unsure,
remember you have one shot.
If you throw it away, you’re a goner for sure.
History has its eyes on me
I'm not really a poet. I don't even like poetry, for the most part. But this past week has been...stressful. I lost a big contest with a story I was certain of, and I've just been a bit unsure about a lot of things. Usually listening to Hamilton lights a fire in me, and makes me want to create and achieve everything I know I can. But today the song "History Has Its Eyes on You" just didn't hit the same way. Rather than feeling the determination of becoming something great and influential, I felt a sad yearning and uncertainty about it.

This is the result of it. I won't lose heart. Or, at least I'll keep working anyhow. Nothing is gained by quitting, I know, so I must continue. I'm only seventeen, I just need to be patient and continue to put myself out there. I want to just thank Lin-Manuel for reminding me of that with his work, even though I'm just a drop in the bucket of all those who want to thank him.
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Really, I'm not too certain this account will be active again. If so, I'll likely be uploading some of my art for original ideas, or maybe some Avengers or Hobbit things because I'm disgustingly in love with those franchises and characters. I do write and draw quite often still, but it's primarily original things and certainly not all the Hetalia my old deviations are all made up of. If someone would like to request a continuation of those things, I'll consider it still, as it does hold a nostalgic (albeit cringey) part to my craft.
Writing requests of any kind are welcome, however I'm still iffy on writing sexual encounters.
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Okay, first I apologize for not updating more, yadda yadda yadda. 'Cuz I just don't seem to be able to find the fucking time, unfortunately! And onto part two...

RESEARCH PROJECTS ARE FREAKING BORING AS FUCK. I'm one for research and all, but writing a paper about it is boooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooring! I probably shouldn't even be complaining since I have today, tomorrow, and Sunday to finish it and have very little left to do. Buuuuuuut, I'm fucking bored as fuck and not talking to anyone right now 'cuz they aren't replying so I figured to post a journal about it before I spend an hour going back and forth between checking messages and figuring out if I'll actually continue the stupid paper. Hn....

I guess that's all.

GUS OUT!
  • Listening to: She's A Lady
  • Reading: Snow Country by Kawabata
  • Watching: Nothing -_-
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Leftovers from Thanksgiving
  • Drinking: Nothing

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AuCrowne Featured By Owner May 19, 2016  Student Digital Artist
Thanks for the fave candy 
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YowaneHaku5 Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2014
Sorry if this is rude but is this account still active?
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sapphireotaku Featured By Owner Sep 18, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
It is, I'm sorry I just haven't had the free time to write or draw anything and then put it up here. I have the same issue with my Fanfiction account. I'll do my best to add some new things as soon as I can. I do still think of plenty of things I want to do, I just haven't gotten around to doing them.
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YowaneHaku5 Featured By Owner Sep 18, 2014
I see thank you so much for the update and reply :heart:
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sapphireotaku Featured By Owner Sep 19, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
No problem~ I'm actually in the works for a Pirate!PrussiaxReader and have an idea for a RussiaxReader that I'll try to get to work on as soon as possible.
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Kurotsuki-Kietsu Featured By Owner Nov 24, 2013  Professional General Artist
thank you for the fav
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sapphireotaku Featured By Owner Nov 24, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
No problem! ^u^
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ArlethEditionss Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2013  Professional General Artist
Hello, Donate me points? thanks :) (Smile)
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sapphireotaku Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Sorry. :sweatdrop: revamp v2  I don't have any.
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Gigglezalotz Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
Love your stories =) :heart:
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